Minggu, 18 April 2010

NIGHT CRYING

Rain water crashing from the dark like the night sky. Drops that fall and how to touch the hearts of damping. made cold heart like a lampoon keys.

Among so many questions that are stored, no one can copy to say between the time goes on. Day after day passed like bars of wall to circle increasingly restless soul.

Why? The question was like a present for granted. The question that immediately interrupted between dry my soul. Dry soul ... .. I like at the heavy rain mixed. Without knowing what occurred, but the anxiety that never stopped .... Anxiety is always tormenting me .... Which sometimes makes me sick destroyed by an uncertain sense .....


"Tonight was really quiet .....," hissed as he played a cell phone instantly. For a moment I opened the fb .... No longer attractive as ever .... fb me like dead leaves, do not keep something that was once beautiful ....


Precisely since the last two weeks, no longer Glend status update .... In fact, every to see his profile I did not find any activity as usual. My inbox was no longer get a letter from him which is usually every day can send a letter to several times .... Glend no longer online .... Facebook or have forgotten it? That meant he also had forgotten me, who had seemed so close .... Was touching, teasing each other, word for word to tell romantic, delivered word for word love ...... All seemed to vanish in an instant ...... Is Glend've found the link and left her his facebook just .... That means leaving me in facebook written as a lover .....

I was silent .... at forward drizzle continued, as if never stop .... I felt my breath through a hollow and restless ...... My eyes slammed into a vague direction ..... While more and more quiet, the night grew dark ..... I was still sitting on the porch staring point by point the rain is falling ..... Why my heart was linked to Glend ..... A person who binds via a facebook ..... "Ah ..... I'm completely crazy .... Why should I be carried away by the current virtual world is not clear and would not it?" I sighed and then said, staring at the clock on display in the porch wall .... The ticking-ticking clock seemed to us loud and clear as more and more late nights ..... At 12.00 midnight ..... My eyes do not feel sleepy even though the cold was so stung ..... For some reason, I was home alone on the porch staring .... An ordinary carpenter patrolling by the security guard .... He glances at me ...

"Miss, not asleep?" asked builders beat that. I briefly watched a carpenter security wearing a raincoat and carry an umbrella in his hand. Rain-rain like this, it turns out patrolling workers still do its job .... I thought as he watched the rain droplets falling.

"Hi, miss… not asleep?" the security repeat again the question.

"Euu ... yes I said a little confused ...," imagine what builders thought it was watching me beat myself sitting on the porch.
the security builders asked my friend who was asked one home with me.

"Euuu .... I said yes ....," not digress. And the Elis had fallen asleep from the afternoon. I better lie than I thought strange at a times by builders beat it .......

security was then excused himself to go take condition of around..... I looked back at the road that kept pouring drizzle did not stop. Krekkkk ....!!! Suddenly the door opens .... my fence Instantly my eyes toward the iron door of the house limiting. Tall upright figure walking toward me ....

"Susan, are you waiting for?" It came straight man.

"Glend ....!!!" I looked at her face carefully. He really Glend is my darling in facebook. I watched the T-shirt punctate blue and orange pants ..... his blue jean Clothes ..... Is not that the clothes are also worn in the photo facebooknya ..... Instantly my heart was pounding. Am I being met Glend ..... My face is still looking and researching the man with eyes in disbelief ....

"Susan ..... I love inspiring .....," whispered my eardrums. His hands felt very cold to touch my hand. I held it very tight without being able to answer what he said.

"She hugged me ....," Glend.

"You're cold, Glend!" I said as he enjoyed his arms. Glend did not say anything. He lifted my chin as he landed his lips. I felt his kiss that felt very cold and shook the whole body and soul ... For a moment I was enjoying the kiss ........ My chest rumble ....... so I felt something in the t-shirt that I wore was hardened ....... I unknowingly leads Glend fingers to touch a part of something in my chest ...... For a moment his fingers snapped that thing .......

"Glend .....," I reveal that I wear t-shirts said, taking out anything from my chest to smoking ..... Sucking lips cold and soft it makes me quiver in a pile of beautiful cloud ..... Auuuhhhhhh ....! Whether it starts from where, I really could not stop myself until I let go of him ....... to feel enjoy each other's cunt like a husband and wife ......


"Glend ..... I really love ....," whispered then shortly after I reached the peak of pleasure. Glend was smiling. He stood up while straightening her clothes ....

"Are you going?" I asked then when I saw Glend as if to leave me ....

"I'm leaving and going back every ....," answer you want.

"You mean ...?" I asked did not understand. Suddenly it was drizzling rain splashed against my face, splash water on my eyelids. Makes me rub my eyes for a moment. When I finished rubbing my eyes with my fingers, suddenly I realized Glend gone before me.

"Glend .....!" I shouted nervously.

"Hi, Miss…calling whom?" suddenly patrolling the repairman who was passing in front of my house again. I heard he yelled Glend immediately stopped.

"Glend, Bang!" Brother saw a man of this house out , or no? "I asked as he approached the gate.

"A man?" scurity was confused.

"Yes, bang ..... .... A tall well-built man came out of this house ....," explained later.

"Is how? Not that this gate was locked padlock? Did he jumped from the fence?" security noticed the gate was two feet, still sealed with a padlock. Immediately my eyes were fixed on the padlock ....

"I immediately Euuuu ....," nervous. Scurity is true, if there is a man out of this house, would he jump from the fence ..... I thought.

"That was Sir not see a man who jumped from the fence house, too!" security said it saw my expression of confusion.

"Yes, it's bang ..... I'm sorry I disturbed Sir!" I said as she nervous rushed into the house. It was already 05.00 in the morning. “Shubuh” call to prayed voice sounded from the mosque. "Astagfirullah ......," I instantly realized if I had just separated from a length of about Glend hallucinations ....

I went into the bathroom and flushed my body with warm water while bathing wet. To then immediately take the water to perform their prayers “wudlu” of Shubuh.

"Hi, Susan! you're praying?" Elis jump when I had just ended prayers. I just stopped.

"No, no .... there must be something……,”Elis .....examine my face.

"Come not have to discuss this issue .... I'm sleepy as I said .....," weight lie my body to the bed. I was fast asleep. Until the next day, I idly opened and looked profile Glend’s fb .... no activity of any kind, but only sorrow and prayers ..... Apparently Glend had died last night after two weeks being tr

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